No Jesus but my earthly first love, my hubby!
He went to fetch our girls from kindy today, then to my mom’s to pick my boy to send him to clinic. Since he is already there, he did not pack the girls’ lunch. Told me to drive back to my mom’s to pack the girls lunch and pack for us (him, MIL and myself) from the restaurant nearby some dishes because MIL did not cook.
I only have one hour lunch break and I have to be back on time. If not my name will be in the black book. It will not make my record look good.
After I done all the above, I came home to a crying boy and a hungry girl. My boy asking to be carried and my girl wanting her milk. No hot water in the thermos. Told my girl to wait while I boil the water. While waiting for the water to boil, I transfer the food into the bowl while carrying my boy in one hand. Where is hubby? Busy helping his mom making Pulut Tekan (A Nyonya delicacy). My priority will be my children first. Their needs come first before others.
I got very upset to find out that there is no rice in the rice cooker. Only yesterday’s fried rice. He did not tell me that MIL did not cook rice, if not; I have already bought it when I buy the dishes. Maybe he didn’t now. That’s fine with me but I am angry because he tells me to buy the rice instead of him going. He got a bike; it will be faster than me driving to the shop. Instead he told me that he will cook the rice for his children. The children can wait and I go get the rice for myself.
I get more upset when I went into the room and saw that my girl slept without her milk. She sleeps when she is hungry. When children are hungry, they cannot wait. They are not adult. I don’t understand why it is so difficult for him to buy the rice. He wants convenience for himself but not for me. I only have less than an hour break.
I is angry lar!
