…love is not jealous… 1 Cor 1:13

But I can’t help feeling jealous when I see hubby talking or holding hands with other ladies. Holding hands when Pastor asked everyone to hold hands to worship and pray together type of hold hand.

Is it because I feel insecure?

I think because many ladies like my hubby that’s why I feel insecure. He is a charmer you know.

Some more, when I tell him about it, he laugh. Not that re-affirms his unfailing love towards me and faithfulness.

…love is not self-seeking…

Maybe because I am selfish. Don’t want to share him. I made a mistake by ending our relationship long time ago and he almost got married with another girl. In others words, I shared him. I so regret it at times.

Have I become too protective now?

Since God’s said that Love is not Jealous and Love is not Self-Seeking, does not mean that I do not love my husband???

Arrghh! I am making myself confuse here!