First Love…never let it go

No! I am not pregnant.

My tummy looks like it has a 4 months old fetus in it. Thanks to my laziness to exercise. Things would be different if I have my own home gym equipment. Sure I won’t be lazy to exercise coz spend so much money to buy it, sure will use one.

But hubby doubt it!

Now I have started eating smaller meals and no supper. Must get my body to shrink a lil bit then I start my workout to tone the muscle. I just hope I will persevere this time.

Last Saturday I tried out my youngest sister’s dress, I can fit in them and some, they are tighter!

Wow! I am FAT.

Before, her dress are all too huge for me coz she has big build.

I am F.A.T!!!

Hubby just told me that soon his mustache and tailed hair will go. Oh No!!! I love man with mustache, beard and sideburn (too bad hubby has no sideburn). I should marry an Indian/Singh or Mat Saleh, huh?! hehe

He received a few comments that with his beard, mustache and hair style, it does not give the “Boss” image. Looks more like “Boss” to gangster group or ah long! Furthermore with his look now, it makes him look totally Malay which has a disadvantage when you deal with Chinese suppliers; they think you are a Malay, they don’t give you discount the price!
When will his Signature Look be gone, I have no idea. I hope not so soon.

My Signature Look? My acne scarred face.

This is the latest picture of us taken during a wedding dinner last Saturday.

Yes, after more than 6 months I finally made love again.

This love can be eaten one. What were you thinking arh???

When I see that the maid just reheat yesterday’s food, gua tak sampeh hati mo kasi laki gua makan lauk semalam. So the quickest way to provide him with some fresh dish is to fry egg. Since I just received my Heart Shape Fried Egg Mould, I gave it a try.

It didn’t turn out nice because the non-stick pan is not flat; it curves a lil bit so the egg white flown out from the mould. Time to buy a new non stick pan.

Hubby cycles to work whenever he works the day shift and when it is not raining. Everyday, I get to see him to work right after I return home from sending our children to school. Yesterday, he decided that he wanted reach the shop earlier so that he has more time to cool down and freshen up before opening the shop. In doing that, I would not be able to see him once I arrived home from sending the children.

When I arrived home and head to my laptop to start working, I was greeted with this…

I Love You note on the Screen Saver. That makes me melt! Aaawwwww. Isn’t he so sweet? He knows how much it meant to me to see him for that few minutes just before he leaves me for the day. That made my day.

We woke up late on Sunday morning, very late so we skipped church. After frying some bee hoon for my children I decided to bring the children to the beach. Hubby was still sleepy but I still drag him out; offered to bring along his pillow but he declined.

So, I get the children ready and packed some vintage t shirts for ourselves in case we get wet which we did not plan too. We just want to chill out with each other and watch our children have fun playing at the beach. And we did just that.

Hubby love big bikes. If we have the means, he would love to own a Harley Davidson. At one time I was so tempted to buy him one! Thank God I came to my senses that the money is better saved for our children’s education and for our future mission trips.

But that never stop him from hoping that one day God will bless him with a big bike. If ever that were to become a reality I must get those cool Harley Davidson helmets for women; I want the pink one! I am already imagining myself riding with him on a Harley and enjoying the cool evening breezing as we cruise along the coastal road.

As for now, we have to be contented with his old bike and no brand helmet for me. Due to the petrol price hike, we often go dating on the bike to save petrol.

My son is already 2yo and hubby is urging me to have the 4th one. He said that 3 is too few and when it comes to financial need, we will burden them in the future since there is only 3 unlike his siblings; there are 11 of them. He can’t compare his mom and myself. The food that we eat is totally different; our lifestyles too. There is possibility that my life span is shorter than her!

Furthermore, I had breast infection after I gave birth to my son; had a minor surgery to remove the abscess and it took more than month for it to heal. I can’t imagine the pain if the breast were to be engorged again with milk. Nowadays, I often fall sick and experiencing pain on my right tummy again (I have medical history).

Even though I told him all that, he still do not want to comprehend my situation. I think he’d rather see me die earlier. That is what I fear would happened to me after I give birth to the 4th child; my health will continue to deteriorate.

Not many children to take care of me, never mind; I don’t mind living in an institution like Houston assisted living home when I grow old. I want to grow old, not die young.

I was requested to write a testimonial about the lady that I worked with; the online company. Now with the new management, I am no longer needed in the company. I am so sad and stress out due to that.

Anyway, she wants my testimonial for 2 reasons; one is to be put up on their bulletin board and another for her to use to apply for a new job. She is not Dan Neumeister who has a long list of achievements so I need to write a very impressive testimonial for her. That gave me some pressure and I sit on it for a few days; thinking and dreaming on what to write!

Finally I sat down and started writing. This is what I wrote:

I praised God that He has given me the opportunity to know and work with this beautiful lady by the name of Kristen R. Never have I come across a person that is so dedicated to her work and very hardworking. If a Japanese employee were to do what Kristen did, that is comprehendable but for an American, this is a Wow! to me. Not only that, she is very efficient too. She is also very down to earth, friendly and you can’t help not to like her. I really regretted that I am not able to work with her anymore but never regret knowing her.

So what do you think? Is that good enough?

It is always more interesting to know others weakness and negative sides. That is our human nature; we love to judge others and have that kind of “I am holier than thou” attitude. Dennis Carey is not spared from all this but let’s take look at his achievements; his strength, not his weakness.

Dennis Carey specializes in the recruitment of CEOs and corporate directors and recently joined Korn/Ferry International as Senior Client Partner.

Do you know that he founded G100? G100 is a private group of CEOs of the world’s most significant companies; top U.S. multinationals where they meet to exchange ideas. Membership is limited to approximately 100 active CEOs and is by invitation only.

That is only one of his achievements. He has authored numerous articles on corporate governance, director recruitment, board compensation, and business strategy related to spin-offs. He also has published three books: CEO Succession, The Human Side of M&A and How to Run a Company.

I believe with his extensive experience, credibility and global network; it will assist Korn/Ferry in capturing even greater market share at the highest levels of executive recruitment.

In the book of Malachi, the Lord accused the people of being unfaithful. The men were divorcing their wives. God says that He hates divorce because divorce would not fulfill God’s purpose for marriage. God’s purpose for marriage is so that we can build up godly offspring. Furthermore, when a man and woman are married, they are one in spirit and flesh. Divorce breaks the spiritual union of the married couple. God warns not to break faith with the wife of your youth. Marriage is an important role in every human being.

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We celebrated my dad’s 63rd birthday today at a small restaurant in town. Being a dad who has gone through tough time earning money for the family refused to let us spend money on just food which will become “fertiliser” the next day. We insisted because this will be one of the few times that the family get together and eat on the same table at the same time.

As his birthday gifts, I wanted to buy him golf balls but I am sure he will object so I gave him cash instead in a form of Angpow. My mom told me that he immediately head to the bank to save the money after I left home. Very typical of my dad. That is why he can bring all the 5 of us up plus my grandfather and grandmother with just RM700 a month!

Our night out again. I thought we won’t be going anywhere because we are financial tight but hubby decided that he still wanna go catch a movie. I happily oblige but we make sure we take our dinner at home so that we only spend on the movie tickets, pop corn and drinks. Next week, we must do without the pop corn and drinks.

It is great to still be able to take a break away from home and the children and just be with each other enjoying a movie together without needing to pause the movie to make milk, bring the children to the toilet or break a fight.

Being a married couple we need to make time for just US. Don’t you agree?

Hubby told me that he just finished yet around round of reading the whole Bible. As for me, shame on me, I have not even finished my the New Testament which I started dunno when! His tips to finish the whole Bible in less than one year is to read consistently 5 chapters a day. I think I should give it a try again. I must! And I must persevere this time, no matter how boring certain chapters could be especially the books in Old Testament! I think I never get pass Numbers!

Ok ok, I admit that I am panicking now.

I have not break the news to my mom yet. I am still acting cool even though to date my earning is less than RM1k and my apartment is still not rented out. Anyone wanna rent is as Holiday Apartment?

Even though I have been bombed, I am struggling to hold every piece of my flesh together.

Why the shopping trip takes so long to arrive one???

Maybe I should look for small business for sale and start my own business while waiting.

Zenni Optical was on FOX news! What is all this about? If you are looking for cheap and stylish prescription eyeglasses you should check other the Incredible Stylish New Frames From Zenni.

I personally would love to get one of the above that comes with Polarized Magnetic Snap-On Sunlens. No need to change glasses when driving on a hot sunny day. However it is not from the Zenni Optical $ 8 Rx Eyeglasses range. I wish they are selling that for $8 only!

Imagine this…

You are engrossed watching your favorite movie for the umpteenth time; let’s say KungFu Panda. Your Dad come and switch off the TV and said, “Enough of DVD, come let’s go shopping.” You throw tantrum because you do not want to go shopping, you want to watch KungFu Panda. You got very mad at your Dad.

But you didn’t know that your Dad has a surprise for you. He is not only going to bring you shopping but he is going to bring you to watch KungFu Panda in a cinema. Much, much better than watching from the pirated DVD.

God has switched off my TV. What is the surprise God???

Goodbye USD!

Hi ATM cards!

We went to watch Wanted just now at GSC, Mahkota Parade; I love their caramel popcorn! Wanted is a movie that portrays that it is alright to kill others for some balance in the world. Last 2 weeks we watched Made of Honour that portrays sleeping around is acceptable! Movies are trying to numb us from the sins of man!

Anyway, I am not motivated to kill after watching Wanted but I am motivate to exercise after seeing how fit and slim Angelina Jolie is. I jumped 10 minutes on the trampoline just now!

For faster result to get the Angelina Jolie body, take Fentraphen.

To bed by 9.30pm and the awake has been tele-ported to my mom’s to sleep with her, hubby was too tired to have fun.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

As we were walking towards the lift, hubby pinched my flabs!!! It is an insult for someone to pinch a lady’s flab what more if that someone if her husband. He should love her the way she is and going to be! Hahaha.

Hubby said he love me that is why he is reminding me that I am getting fatter now. Don’t just remind lar, buy me the exercise equipment that I have always wanted…a treadmill!!!