I feel sad that the burden of earning for the family is on hubby’s shoulder now. Sales were not good last month and this month would be slow too due to the school holiday. Hubby did mention a few times that if I am still working, he can do this and do that with his income. Now we are depending on his income, so he can’t spend in on his business to buy more computers and office furniture.

He makes me feel regretful quitting my job! If I want to go back to work, no one would employ me, because I am pregnant now. I have already reduced our expenses by sending our girls to cheaper kindy, reducing my mom’s allowance, less shopping trip, no new clothes for my girls except for special occasion.

How? Still not enough?

Worst come to worst, I will go back to work after my No. 4 is 6 months old and leave them under the care of the maid while I am at work.

Sometimes I wonder why we women would be willing to sacrifice our dreams for the sake of the family but not the men.