I am wondering when will be the day when I no longer hear those words come out from hubby’s mouth by month end and hubby is still alive and running his business.

Above all this we have a good God for He is Jehovah Jireh. Never a month we need to borrow to put food in our mouth and to pay bills.

Tell me, who does not want a better life?

Looks like I will be ending my confinement earlier by 4 days because on May 12 is our wedding anniversary. I don’t want to miss celebrating it again. But then, we can only go for dinner and no movie because my newborn will be tagging along. What to do, am fully breastfeeding him. For dinner I am going to indulge myself with beef steak and ice-cream which I am supposed to have on my birthday and before baby pops. I wonder whether I need a colon cleanse after it!

Not many man will do this. My dad won’t even dare to carry a newborn.

I am so blessed to have this man as my husband.

Just a few days before I gave birth, I tagged along hubby doing his errands, just to get out from the house. One of the places that we went often is the computer shop. There I got my eyes glued at the latest mini laptop. If only I can have one, it will be so convenient for me to carry it around when I leave home. I can even blog in my car while waiting to fetch my girls from school. Hmmm…I need to do my research and check out the laptop deals over the internet; I might get it cheaper online.

I love to study, at least that is how I felt when I was in campus. Now, with 4 children at home it would be a privilege if I could continue my studies. My hubby on the other hand, does not like to study. In spite of that fact, he is still doing his second degree. Maybe I too should take up my second degree or do my masters.

God willing, I wish for all my children to be able to complete at least a degree course. It would be good if they can do their Masters or PhD. Of course, if they intend to serve God in any ministries, they would have to have Biblical studies. There are a lot of Bible colleges and universities to choose from. They can even do online study from a Christian online highschool. The good thing about online study is that they do not have to travel all the way across the world to study. They can do their study at home anytime, anywhere.

Yes, I have already started to think about going for a holiday. I plan for a least one holiday trip after my newborn baby is 4 months old. Well, there are many places that I would love to go. Maybe places where there are beautiful beaches, or historical places, or entertain resorts like Genting Highland . The most important thing is that I can really relax and enjoy myself. Yes, the baby would have to follow too as he is fully breastfeed. As for now, I would have to try and enjoy my confinement “stay” at home.

Hubby is thinking about buying another cybercafe. The price offered is quite cheap. The problem is that even with the cheap offer, he does not have enough savings to buy it. That cause him to think twice about the offer. Furthermore, with the economic crisis that is happening now, the risk would be higher. We would not want to have a lot of bad debts hanging over our heads. Yes, there is debt consolidation services available but being in debt is something that we are trying to avoid in the first place.

The previous tenants for hubby’s apartment left with quite a mess. The place was loitered with cigarette butts and unwanted things like dirty clothing and broken equipments. And not forgetting a big outstanding bills. We were getting tired of having these kind of tenants. Hubby had to install the undermount sink for the apartment and change the wiring for the air-conditioners. Now that it is done, the apartment is up for rent again. Hopefully, God will give us a really good tenant this time.

 Alas, my baby Ezra is out. I was wondering when he will want to come out and meet his mommy, sisters, brother and daddy. I was expecting him to come out earlier but he took his own sweet time. Okay, maybe not his own sweet time as it is actually 40 weeks for him. Maybe it is just me being impatient. He started giving hints early this morning but then it was not frequent hint. Futhermore, it was really early morning and I and his daddy want to sleep first. His daddy even told him to give him 10 hours so that everybody would have a good rest. I think that is what Ezra did. He came out at 10.10am today. Wow, less than an hour and you come out already. Painful lah but mommy is happy that you come out fast. Maybe too fast as your daddy is not able to get into the labor room in time to see you come out. I know daddy is disappointed but at least he managed to carry you and pray for you. Hahaha… don’t worry, your daddy would not smack your butt for it.

Ah well, looks like the General Hospital would be my bed and breakfast hotel for tonite. Well, I am not complaining as I know the food quality has improved tremendously these last few years. All my children was borne in the same hospital and I had good memories of the bed and food there. Looks like Ezra would have to accompany mommy for a night at this “hotel”.

I was so bored waiting to pop; I made myself occupied by planning for a holiday for my children. No overseas holiday yet, still can’t afford to call the Argentina travel, local destination it shall be.

At first I was thinking of going to Genting Highland since I can get free accommodation and free theme park ticket. But then my mom said that the weather might be too cold for my newborn. Then my mom suggested we fly to Kuching since they are having promotion. That is a great idea coz my girls has been pestering me to bring them sit aeroplane.

With the current promo, with only RM650, 5 adults and an infant can fly to Kuching; that’s return ticket. So, I got the date and time confirmed with hubby (the one who will be sending us to the airport) and my sister who is living in Kuching.

I almost wanted to make the reservation then it strikes me that my baby has no name yet and identity card number! Baby is not even out yet!

hahahaha…too excited lar…

Have you watched the movie? It is directed by Gabriele Muccino. Will Smith stars as a man who sets out to change the lives of seven people. This is because he felt guilty of causing the death of 7 people, his fiancée is one of them when driving and talking on his cellphone. If he drinks and drives, I am sure he needs to hire the Massachusetts OUI Lawyer.

What he did was donating his organs to those people who really needs them and helped a lady with 2 children who is being abused by her boyfriend by giving them his beach house.

He donated 6 of his organs to 6 different people; lung lobe, liver, kidney, bone marrow, corneas and his heart. For the last 2 organs, he committed suicide in order for them to receive those organs.

This is the movie that I am watching right now while typing this post! For the past few days, hubby and I have been watching Heroes Season 3 but today, the episode that we wanted to watch, no one seeds in wTorrent. There are all together 25 episodes and we are down to episodes 20 onwards. So Seven Pounds for tonight.

Hubby has chosen a name for his baby girl; if baby is a girl. All this while we hope that baby will be a boy and we have a name for him; Joseph. It is a Hebrew name with the meaning of God will increase. God has added a child.

But then what if baby is a girl? Last night when hubby came home, he told me that we will name her Ellyana because we have an A. B, C and D; next comes E. hahaha. Ellyana is also a Hebrew name with the meaning of God has answered.

I was asking hubby, why not our son’s name starts with E too? Then it will be either Elisha, Elijah or just Eli until we find a better unique name.

Our seasonal fruits are budding and in less than 3 months time we will be enjoying Durians, Rambutans and Mangosteen. However we can’t feast so much on these fruits because their are quite heaty if taken a lot. Eating too much of them will surely cause you to have sore throat and cough if not accompanied by drinking lots of water. Sometimes I do wish our tropical climate can allow Apricot trees, Apple tress, Peach tress, all kinds of Berries to grow.

One more week and I will be 40 weeks pregnant if I don’t give any day this week. Thank God that my tummy isn’t heavy like my previous pregnancies so it is still bearable.

I really pray that my contraction will be mild just like period cramp.

I really pray that hubby will be allowed to be with me in the labor room.

I really pray that my OS will be at least 6-7cm dilated by the time I reach the hospital.

I really pray that labor will be short and bearable.

I really pray that God will give me the strength to push.

I really pray that baby will be healthy and perfect.

One of the lady customers threw her sanitary pad inside the toilet bowl. Very inconsiderate of her. If I know who she is, she will surely get a piece of my mind.

So the toilet got stuck. Water can’t flow out. After leaving it for 2 days, on the 3rd day, hubby tried poking the hole with a long wire after a short prayer that God will HELP!!!

After pushing and poking for a while, nothing happened. Seconds after hubby pulled out the wire and gave up, all the water flew right out.

Praise the Lord! The pad finally went out!

Now, we need to find ways to prevent this from happening again.