Now the pain is over, literally. And I am enjoying the time I have with my baby and other 3 children which sometimes can be very stressful especially when it comes to Chinese homework. Can’t imagine how I would handle it when they actually go to a Chinese Primary school next year!

Anyway, I have this crazy thought. Since I am a SAHM now, might as well I go give birth to 2 more; twins is better, suffer one time for 2 beautiful babies. But then finance is our only problem. If God bless us with sufficient income each month (without me needing to spend time on the computer, blogging), I think I’ll go for it.

Do you think I am crazy?

There was a another thought that pops up before this. I told my mom that I want to give birth at 40, so that I have someone to accompany me at home when the rest leave home for their studies or building their own nest.

I think I think too much. People wants to be child-free during their old age, I want to have a child with me.