I wish that hubby is working a 9-5 job in which he can be home every weekday when we are still awake. And he has annual leave to take when we badly need him for the day.

I am having fever but I can’t be staying at my mom’s place. But I did, last night but I don’t feel comfortable about it. I am a mom now, I have my own home and my own family. I must learn to take care of myself and my family.

I really thank God that my mom is still alive now. What if when God takes her away. Where can I go when I fall sick?

Why is it when I need hubby the most, he can’t be around?

I don’t want to be strong anymore. I don’t want to be independent anymore. I want to be a child again where I will be taken care of 24/7!