This is the birthday present that I got from hubby.

I was given an option between an Osim Foot and Calve Massager, a Singer Sewing Machine and a Flat Iron. I chose the later coz it is the cheapest.

Thank You very much Dear.

I GOT BIRTHDAY PRESENT THIS YEAR!!!

I’ll let you know what it is on my birthday. Tak lama, a few more days only.

I woke up early in the morning and rush to cook like a mad woman. Baby woke up and pooed before I have time to pack hubby’s lunch and dinner. I have to clean baby first before he mess up the bed. Hubby left for work without packing his own food. I asked, “Don’t you want your lunch?” He said, “No.” Partly because I do not want to wash his basi smelling food containers and so did he. A few times I told him to wash them when he comes back from work but he just leave it on the table till the next morning, unwashed but he has time to surf the net or watch movie!

I think my period is coming coz I am crying right now! Felt so hurt now.

Praise God that the in-laws who is having the maid is staying another day; that is today. Normally they will go back on Sunday itself after staying a night here.

Due to it, I am able to rest today coz the maid is doing all my job and do as much cleaning as possible before she leaves to stay with them for another month.

They will only be back here on the 19th of December for another wedding dinner. But whether MIL and the maid will be back here for good by then or not, I am not putting much hope.

SIL told me that they are not getting a new maid. So, I figured they might keep MIL and the maid with them as long as they could.

Yesterday, we skipped church because the family is here for the weekend attending a wedding. Since the house is full and I have more than enough helpers, hubby went to his CC to clean up and arrange the back room after the renovation. By adding 6 more computers, we have to expand the front portion of the shop’s space and reduced the back room space.

There are so much to be done and he is doing it all alone. Next, he needs to drill hole on the floor to fix the internet cable for the 6 computers. This is a tough job if we do not have the proper tools. We are still asking around for those who have those cement drills, spring plungers and other tools to ease the job.

That can only be done during Sundays when the CC is closed. No idea when can we start operating with 30 computers in the shop.

I wish the family does not have to come back this weekend because I do not want them to think that I cannot run this household with any helper. But they will come back because there is a close relative wedding this weekend. So, I am praying hard that I will be completely healed by the time I wake up (coz it is 12.47am as I am typing this). So many things to do and so little time. I fell sick at the wrong time!

I recently discovered that there is a hole in my right bottom molar but have no time to visit the dentist yet coz my baby needs my boobs almost every hour during the day. I can’t be breastfeeding him while the dentist fill my molar! Then I read from FB that filling cost is so expensive now and I think Plano cosmetic dentist can offer better price. So, I am thinking of just going to the government clinic to get it done but the queue is sure to be very long. Not convenient for a breastfeeding mommy like me.

Thanks to my dad, I am able to do settle on job for hubby. Since I am not well enough to drive, my dad has been coming to fetch me to his place in the afternoon for the past 2 days. PTL that today I am much better; no more vomiting but still dizzy when I walk too much. By afternoon, I am feeling a lil bit alive and got my dad to drive me to a furniture shop to buy computer tables and office chairs for hubby before bringing me to his place. The furniture shop has cardboard displays where they place their pamplets and handouts. PTL that their price is much cheaper than the one we usually shop from. I have not seen the tables and chairs yet. I hope the quality is the same as the other shop.

Praise God for His blessings. Hubby is expanding his business by adding 6 more computers to make it 30 computers in his CC. That’s the max we can put in the shoplot. These 6 computers are imported used computers with 17″ LCD screen and it comes with Window licensed too. Hubby managed to bargained to lowered the price to RM730 only but these computers does not come with graphic card which cost RM130 a unit. Well, it is still cheaper to buy a brand new computers. I wonder whether the seller sells LCD tvs or not? It will be wonderful if we can have one 50″ LCD TV at home. hehehe.

It has been raining almost everyday and the weather is so cold. My fan is only spinning at level 1. In times like this I wish I have a heater with furnace filters that can filter germs that flying in this room. I’m not well today. Feel giddy when I stood up and walk and will surely vomit when I walk too much. So far by now (10pm), I vomited 4 times already. I have been sleeping the whole day and now only I am a lil bit fresh and awake coz I just vomited! I told my children that tomorrow they can take leave from going to kindy coz I worried I cannot wake up! They are VERY happy. Please pray with me that I will be well ASAP.

For the past few days, hubby has helped wash the dishes instead of just leaving them in the sink. He even help to wash whatever I left in the sink after cooking. This I normally do if baby wakes up before I finished washing. I’ll wash them when baby takes his nap after his morning bath.

He even helped to clean our son’s vomit which I left to send my eldest girl to art class yesterday. I am so “allergic” to vomit. I will usually end up vomiting if I have to clean them myself!

I am really thankful that hubby helped me with the chores whenever he is around. I really need it.

I just realised that I have lots of incoming links. I don’t remember submitting this blog to a web directory list. I hope this spells “money” or “page rank”. Taking about money, I still have not receive any reply from the advertiser. Looks like no income coming in for me. And…hubby decided not to buy any car until our children outgrew our cars! He wants to save some money to expand his business; buy more computers coz the demand is increasing. Which is good coz it also spells more income. Let’s just wait and see coz he changes his mind very often when it comes to buying a car.

I often blog about how financially tight we are. Today, I want to praise God for His financial blessings.

Hubby’s business is picking up out of our expectation. We see sales that we can never imagine that it can come to that amount. Due to it, we are able to settle a big amount in our business loan. We hope to pay up the outstanding loan by end of this year.

For the pass 2 days, the price of gold increased tremendously. We took this opportunity to sell some of my gold investment (which I bought during the good old paid-post days) to pay our business loan too. Now, I am gold-less. Nevermind, God will bless us with more gold! If not here, surely in Heaven I will walk on roads that are made of gold.

An advertiser just offered me a good sum of money to place a text-link on my sidebar and I took this opportunity to offer my service to them; helping them to look for more blogs at a minimal fee. An email came back saying that they agreed but I am still waiting for a confirmation after I wrote my proposal to them. Keeping my finger crossed and praying really hard that they will want my assistance.

We are praying that God will bless us enough so that we can afford to buy a better car; a MPV if possible. My old junk is still not running and I am using my sister’s car while she is still in confinement. In a week time, we are left with one car. Even though hubby seldom drive to work but when it rains and he needs to bring computers for repairs, he needs a car.

You know what, we are really thankful for His blessings but we are physically tired at the same time. We are still praying for an honest Christian staff for the shop; hubby has been working from morning till the next morning every single day except on Sundays. I am tired managing the household and my 4 lovely children all by myself every single day except on Sundays.

Above all this, I still believe that In His Time He Will Make All Things Beautiful.

He entered the room looking very sick. “I just vomited outside. I think it is food poisoning.”

Is he implying that I am trying to poison him? That was my first thought because I was the one who cooked his lunch and dinner.

Then he said that maybe the food container was not washed properly. Hmmm…I did not do a good job washing his food container?

Then he said that the water at his shop was not clean enough and he washed the container there. Maybe the bacteria was from the water at his shop.

Then I got up (it was 1am by then) and went to wash his food container again for today’s usage.

It is November already and soon it will be December. Shopping complexes have started putting up Christmas decoration and playing Christmas song. I believe some of you have started planning for Christmas; buying lights and ornaments for the artificial christmas trees. Some churches have started practicing for their Christmas Celebration. This year, my son told me that he wants to be come a sheep in the Nativity Play. I hope he does not chicken out last minute. Other than that, we will have yet another quiet Christmas.

My 6yo daughter has asked that question a few times! “Mommy, when I am how many years old you will buy me a laptop like yours? I want a Sony VAIO.”

When I was 6yo, I don’t even know what is a computer. My very first computer was a 486 “dunno what brand” which I bought from my uncle using the money that I received from JPA (study loan). That time I was 19 years old.

So I told my girl that she will only get her own computer when she furthers her studies in college or university and she must save her own money to buy it.

There are 2 more months to go before I need to renew my medical insurance. I was thinking of getting a cheaper ones but each time I go to church, I did not manage to “catch” my church member who is also my insurance again. It is either I am occupied with my children or she left early. And every time I tell myself that I to give her a call, each time I forgets. Let’s see whether I can meet her this Sunday and hope she has cheaper health insurance lead.

I love November because…

It is exam month; I love exam.

School holiday is coming.

And most of all, my BIRTHDAY is coming real soon!

November also brings back unhappy memory. November should be the day I gave birth to my first baby but God decided to retrieve him/her after 6 weeks living in my womb. I hope to meet him/her in Heaven when my time on earth is up.

I thought this blog of mine has no traffic at all. I thought of submitting it again to free directory to get more traffic until I received a few comments recently. Hmmm…there are people reading this blog. I guess most reads from feed reader these days. So that is the reason I don’t see much traffic here. They only come here when they have something good to say. Just like me; I read most blogs through feed reader too and only will visit the blogs when I have somethings good or useful to share.