This month, we really need financial blessing from above. Actually not only this month but even month. God has been blessing us financially every month but this month, the sales are very low and the expenses are high. We only have 1k left to pay up our business loan but that has to be postponed until we have the extras.

I am holding back myself from asking hubby to bring us to dine at fast food outlet coz it is expensive. I think I am craving for pizza! It has been in my mind for a few days already but RM50 will fly just like that for 2 regular pizzas and RM50 can give us 3 days meal if I cook at home. Maybe I can find some side income at carinsurancelist.com. Imagine me, becoming an insurance agent! Sure no sales one.

Child minding 6 children does have its side effects. I think I am developing more wrinkles and high blood pressure. It is easy to mind my own children because I have disciplined them since young to be obedient. I also thank God for blessing me with such obedient children. Prayer really works. Unfortunately, my nieces are the ones that makes my blood boils every day when they are here. Their parents did not discipline them at all and let them have their way. Reason given by my brother, “They are young, they don’t know what they are doing. They will behave when they grow older.” It will be too late to mold them when they grow older!

So, while they are here, I try to discipline them my way but I think I really need one wrinkle reducer right now. Very stressful you know. If you want to sponsor one for me, I will take the prototype 37c. It has the perfect blend of powerful anti-aging ingredients to help your skin repair, rejuvenate, and protect your skin.

For the past few days, I have develop sensitive nose. I am very sensitive to dust but now, I am very sensitive to smell.

Normally, I won’t gag smelling my baby soiled diapers but now even the soiled diapers is a meter away, I felt like gagging already. And my nose is very sensitive to strong body odour too. I really don’t look forward to my MIL’s maid coming back here! My nose can even tell know whether my girls wash their private part or not without needing to go close to it to sniff!

This is not the side effect of human growth hormone. But another type of hormones is being produced in my body.

A lot of mommy bloggers have started a webstore to sell clothings and children accessories. I was tempted to start one too and even found a supplier of children clothing. Hubby encourages me to do that too and help him sell the car accessories and maybe some industrial products. I would love to help him earn more money for the family but I just do not have the time to spend long hours on the computers like before. Now, I am only allowed (by my children) 15-30 minutes of computer time at one time in which it is not sufficient if I want to run a webstore. Unless I have a helper which I don’t have any at this moment.

I am going to be 36 years old by end of this year but due to the challenges in life, I think I am growing older faster that the rest who are of the same age as I.

I am short sighted and has been wearing glasses since I was 14 years old. 20 years later, I have long sighted! I discovered it when I was taking my meals. I was wondering why is my rice looks blurry. Then I took my bible and tried reading it. I find it hard to read the tiny prints.

*sigh* I guess it is also mainly due to too much time spent facing the computer screen. Time to consider getting a magnifying glass? hahaha or maybe I’ll just buy the discount prescription glasses over the counter.

I was surprised when hubby told me that he will be preaching again on Sunday. He told me that only only managed to preach 2 points and there is another 2 points to go but time did not allow him to do so. Tu lar…speak slow-mo.

This is the first time I came across a preacher that needs to continue his sermon the next Sunday. Those who preaches in series got lar.

Dear, dear, next time speak faster ok? Don’t be so long-winded.

That was hubby’s sermon last Sunday. For the first time, he preaches in Malay in church. He preached in Malay before but that was during mission trips to the Orang Asli and the Sarawakians.

How I wish I can share what his sermon was all about. As always, I am stuck in the Mother’s room trying very hard to listen to the sermon while other mothers chit-chat, their children busy playing and preventing my own baby from escaping the Mother’s room.

After 9 years of marriage, I am thinner and he is fatter.

Nothing special on this 9th wedding anniversary. I left our children home around 7.15pm with maid and MIL and head to hubby’s shop with my Canon camera. Must captured our special day mah. We then left to the new Jusco for dinner and jalan-jalan. Hubby wanted to eat something that we often eat when we were younger. So we ended up at Kenny Roger’s. Being the only customer there, we were served with super shrink chicken (spring chicken?), over steamed corn and dunno how many times reheated baked bean. If I did not come with hubby, I think I will just walk out from the restaurant.

After dinner, we had a cup of yogurt ice-cream each at Kaizer. Yum! Then we just hold hands and window shop. By 9.30pm, we left Jusco then I headed home to our children who misses me a lot, especially my baby who refuses to sleep without me. Hubby came home shortly after that.

I breastfed Baby to sleep and I slept till the next morning.

The end.

I wanted to introduce to hubby the top rated diet pills but he told me to hold to that thought because he wants to cycle to work again.

True enough, he cycled to work today. I am sure tonight he will come home with aches all over his body because he has not been cycling for many months! My fingers are sure gonna be the victim tonight; got to massage his aching body.

All because many commented that he is FAT. hahahaha.

Hubby was supposed to preach just now but his preaching was postponed because one of pastor’s missionary friends from China came for a visit and she shared a long testimony; the length of a sermon.

Hubby is fine with it because some how, we knew that something will happen in church today and hubby won’t be preaching. Furthermore, hubby is not well prepared for this preaching and he will be preaching in BM.

So now, he has a week to fine tune his sermon and preach to the walls in BM. ;P

Many commented that hubby is fat. Without a doubt. His pants and jeans are tight. Some of them, he can’t even buckle it. I am sure it must be my mom’s yummilicious food and lack of exercise because most of the time, he is stuck in his shop. He better do something about it. Find ways to exercise or take alli. If not I am sure, his prosperity tummy will grow even bigger!

We are almost there to finishing up paying our business loan. We are sure gonna celebrate God’s blessing with our staff and maybe buy one of those cool tv stands for the shop. Hubby loves watching TV.

However, that is not the end of paying to the person that loans us his money. The loan is interest-free. To repay his generousity, we are continuing to pray for God’s blessing on the business so that we would have extras to pay him some interest. How’s that?