Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You’re my God
You’re altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in Heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love’s sake became poor

I’ll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

I grew up in an English speaking church since 1992. Due to hubby’s business, we are attending a BM church. Until today, I still am not able to worship in BM. Their worship songs are not in my head. I long to return to an English speaking church.

I wonder whether this is the work of the devil. Causing my children and sometimes myself to fall sick on Sunday which prevents us from going to church. On many occasions, we failed to attend church because one of us fall sick.

Belle just vomited. Barnabas just fell asleep. Hope his fever won’t come back. I just recovered from runny nose. Not so sure whether it is advisable for us to attend church tomorrow as I worried other babies will get infected by whatever virus that we carry.

I just came back from Penang attending a friend’s wedding which was held in PCC on Saturday. On Sunday, I attended the church service at TOG. The church that I attended when I was studying in USM. Sad to know that many leaders and members left. I was not told the reason why but it has to do with the dollar sign. My previous church are in the same situation. Member’s wanting to leave because the pastor is not transparent when it comes to money issue. Why can’t they be transparent?