Since hubby starts cycling to work, his tummy starts shrinking too. Since he is slimming down, he has been urging me to start exercising too. Not that I do not want to. I just don’t have the time to exercise. The only way for me to slim down is by popping diet pills.
Unfortunately hubby doesn’t allow me to buy them. He worries of the side effect; especially if it caused infertility. He wants 10 children! I almost jumped out from the car when he told me that! Who wants to take my place?
No! I am not pregnant.
My tummy looks like it has a 4 months old fetus in it. Thanks to my laziness to exercise. Things would be different if I have my own home gym equipment. Sure I won’t be lazy to exercise coz spend so much money to buy it, sure will use one.
But hubby doubt it! 
Now I have started eating smaller meals and no supper. Must get my body to shrink a lil bit then I start my workout to tone the muscle. I just hope I will persevere this time.
Last Saturday I tried out my youngest sister’s dress, I can fit in them and some, they are tighter!
Wow! I am FAT.
Before, her dress are all too huge for me coz she has big build.
I am F.A.T!!!
My son is already 2yo and hubby is urging me to have the 4th one. He said that 3 is too few and when it comes to financial need, we will burden them in the future since there is only 3 unlike his siblings; there are 11 of them. He can’t compare his mom and myself. The food that we eat is totally different; our lifestyles too. There is possibility that my life span is shorter than her!
Furthermore, I had breast infection after I gave birth to my son; had a minor surgery to remove the abscess and it took more than month for it to heal. I can’t imagine the pain if the breast were to be engorged again with milk. Nowadays, I often fall sick and experiencing pain on my right tummy again (I have medical history).
Even though I told him all that, he still do not want to comprehend my situation. I think he’d rather see me die earlier. That is what I fear would happened to me after I give birth to the 4th child; my health will continue to deteriorate.
Not many children to take care of me, never mind; I don’t mind living in an institution like Houston assisted living home when I grow old. I want to grow old, not die young.
We went to watch Wanted just now at GSC, Mahkota Parade; I love their caramel popcorn! Wanted is a movie that portrays that it is alright to kill others for some balance in the world. Last 2 weeks we watched Made of Honour that portrays sleeping around is acceptable! Movies are trying to numb us from the sins of man!
Anyway, I am not motivated to kill after watching Wanted but I am motivate to exercise after seeing how fit and slim Angelina Jolie is. I jumped 10 minutes on the trampoline just now! 
For faster result to get the Angelina Jolie body, take Fentraphen. 
As we were walking towards the lift, hubby pinched my flabs!!! It is an insult for someone to pinch a lady’s flab what more if that someone if her husband. He should love her the way she is and going to be! Hahaha.
Hubby said he love me that is why he is reminding me that I am getting fatter now. Don’t just remind lar, buy me the exercise equipment that I have always wanted…a treadmill!!!
I do not know what got into my dear hubby today. Earlier in the afternoon, hubby told me over Gmail chat that he is so bored and he felt empty. I felt helpless that I do not know what to do. He sigh so many times that I have to get him out from the house for a drink and a chat. We had our drink and supper but not the chat though because the Mamak stall that we went was showing a horror movie; it caught our attention there! At least it diverted hubby’s thought there for a lil while.
If we have Soccer Goals at home, I think we would be kicking balls. When there are so many things in our mind, playing and sweating it out helps us to forget it for a lil while. Hubby loves soccer but he only get to play it once a week; on Sunday. If the game is one, whether it rain or shine, he will be there sweating it all out.
Oh ya, don’t worry so much about him…it happens from time to time. Women have mood swing during their menses; men also have the same! We just don’t see the blood flowing out; but the hormones are messing them up inside!
Today, I managed to see him off with a camera in hand. :). This is his 2nd attempt cycling to his shop which is 11km away from home. It takes him 45 mins to arrive. It is very tiring but he can manage without any legal steroids. He is hoping to kill 2 birds with one stone; to save petrol and also keep his body fit.
As for me, let’s see whether being a SAHM will help me reduce some weight!
We love to have our own massage session when we are fresh and awake by the time the little ones go to bed. Hubby did mention that if given the opportunity he would want to learn how to massage from any massage therapy schools so that he can massage sexy ladies! I told him, “Can…if he allows me to be massaged by a handsome and muscular hunk.” I think he changed his mind after that. Didn’t hear him saying about going to learn massage anymore.
The world is a stressful place to be and yet there is nowhere else we can go. Of course, death is one option but that is not the option that we should consider. Whether at work or at home, there would be possible causes of stress whether we look for it or not. The main difference is how we view the problems that we face. Some people are very good at transforming problems and pressures to their benefits. On the other hand, many people need help to do just that. That is where it is good to go for a therapy. Seeing a therapist does not necessarily connotes a negative thing. And many are looking at this option to help them build a better holistic lifestyle.
So you don’t need diet pills if you are fat. How true is that?
I seen a few on my friends marrying a very fat husband and she is very skinny. They have a happy marriage. But then…
If you are a guy and you are fat, getting a wife is not a big problem if you have a good personality. Most ladies look pass physical appearance but sad to say that most men are not like that. They go for the physical appearance first then personality and character.
That is why diet pills are mostly bought by ladies and not men. Sad isn’t it?
If your love ones have health problem, the most practical gift to give them is medical jewelry, like bracelet or pendant which their medical information can be engraved on it. This is because, in times of emergency, getting to their purse and wallet could cost life. Medical jewelry comes in gold and silver, anyone would look good wearing them.
My dad’s birthday is coming; since he has a heart problem and also suffering from asma, he can’t simply take any medication. I think, I’ll get one as his birthday present this year.
We finally went for the Fish Spa. It was a tingling and ticklish experience. They do not have much customer. If we buy their RM300 package for 10 sessions, we are allowed to bring 10 people per session. That would be RM3 per person an hour. And we paid RM40 each for an hour! I wonder whether they will have more customers if they a branch at Wilmington real estate.
This what we did on our anniversary day. We went for a massage. And our body still aches after the massage! Our fault, we did not relax our muscle when being “touture”. My neck and upper shoulder is still hurting and that leaves me with no mood to blog. All I want to do now is sleep, sleep, and sleep. And I did…that night I slept early, yesterday I nap for 2 hours and I slept early again! And today, I want to nap again!!!
Look at the picture…looks like he is putting his face in a toilet bowl eh. 
Maybe I could get this picture printed on funny t-shirts.
All because we want to have more fun in our coming 2nd Honeymoon in Genting, we forced ourself to wake up early to go for a jog at the beach yesterday and until we feel that we have enough stamina to walk throughout the theme park, enjoy ALL the thrill rides, climbing the X-Pedition wall (rock climbing) and of course more fun in bed.
Unfortunately, our jog turned into just brisk walking coz hubby wanted to poo-poo!
Anyway, I did not wanna waste my effort, left him and jog by myself until my perut kaki cramp and until I felt like vomiting. This is definitely one way on how to lose weight.
We are determine to bring Clarissa to church whether she has temperature or not. The fever left her that night (Saturday night) itself.
So obvious that the devil is playing his game and we won.
All glory to God. 
And we believe that it is the devil’s work.
Almost every weekend one of my children will fall sick and due to it, we skipped church to care of them and not let other children in church get the virus that they might carry.
Last week, Belle had fever. Today, Clarissa’s turn and we are not going to skip church. We will bring her to church and let the pastor pray for her.
Not going to allow the devil to prevent us from going to church.
Even though I live in Malaysia, I cannot go without the water heater. I used to be able to stand under the cold shower at 7am in the morning but after I have 3 children, I will definitely shiver if I were to do the same. My body is not as strong and healthy like it used to be.
Do you know that in US, their hot water comes from tank? Unlike ours, where we just need to press the button and hot water comes out straight from the pipe. However now they do have the tankless water heaters. I wonder why last time doesn’t have.
We skipped church again yesterday because my eldest was having a temperature. Normally we would send them to my mother’s if the sickness is not so serious but yesterday, my mom went to Seremban to visit my aunts. So I stayed home with the kids and let hubby go to church.
It was quite a relaxing Sunday for me. Bathe them, feed them, watch cartoons with them, read with them and of course discipline them when they go over the limit.
As I was checking my email, hubby sent me message that he is not feeling well. He is down with runny nose and headache. My heart drops to my tummy! I feel the pain that he has to suffer.
When I called the shop around 5pm, his staff told me that he left the shop. He must be very sick. Quickly rush home after work to him. In the room, he was lying there motionless.
I must try make him feel better. Asked him whether he wants fruits, any special food like soup or porridge, fruit juices? So I ended up at pasar malam with my second girl to buy fruits, tauhuhua and more fruits.
So glad that he is up and walking after eating.
But then ah, when I fall sick, how come I don’t get the same treatment as him? 
He could at least ask me whether I wanna go shopping. Sure the healing process is expedite.
Alamak, I got this assignment to write about medicare part d. Why Part D? What happened to Part A-C? Why Part D is so important? So I have to dig the website and do some Google search lar.
Well, Medicare Part D is for people who have very high drug costs. So the US federal government sponsor the cost of their drugs. It the same like we taking free drugs from our government clinic and hospital. But for them, they can also get them for free at the participating pharmacies in their area.
Michelle | 
08 28th, 2008| 
