Ever since I lost weight until I am underweight, I am popping more supplements to boost up my health and energy. To me, it is ok to be underweight as long you are fit and healthy.

I am not very particular about the supplements that I take whether it is cheap vitamins or those expensive ones. As long as it works, I am game for it.

So far, so good. I did not loose weight further. My weight increased back to 45kg. I think I like to maintain at 45kg.

Child minding 6 children does have its side effects. I think I am developing more wrinkles and high blood pressure. It is easy to mind my own children because I have disciplined them since young to be obedient. I also thank God for blessing me with such obedient children. Prayer really works. Unfortunately, my nieces are the ones that makes my blood boils every day when they are here. Their parents did not discipline them at all and let them have their way. Reason given by my brother, “They are young, they don’t know what they are doing. They will behave when they grow older.” It will be too late to mold them when they grow older!

So, while they are here, I try to discipline them my way but I think I really need one wrinkle reducer right now. Very stressful you know. If you want to sponsor one for me, I will take the prototype 37c. It has the perfect blend of powerful anti-aging ingredients to help your skin repair, rejuvenate, and protect your skin.

For the past few days, I have develop sensitive nose. I am very sensitive to dust but now, I am very sensitive to smell.

Normally, I won’t gag smelling my baby soiled diapers but now even the soiled diapers is a meter away, I felt like gagging already. And my nose is very sensitive to strong body odour too. I really don’t look forward to my MIL’s maid coming back here! My nose can even tell know whether my girls wash their private part or not without needing to go close to it to sniff!

This is not the side effect of human growth hormone. But another type of hormones is being produced in my body.

I am going to be 36 years old by end of this year but due to the challenges in life, I think I am growing older faster that the rest who are of the same age as I.

I am short sighted and has been wearing glasses since I was 14 years old. 20 years later, I have long sighted! I discovered it when I was taking my meals. I was wondering why is my rice looks blurry. Then I took my bible and tried reading it. I find it hard to read the tiny prints.

*sigh* I guess it is also mainly due to too much time spent facing the computer screen. Time to consider getting a magnifying glass? hahaha or maybe I’ll just buy the discount prescription glasses over the counter.

I wanted to introduce to hubby the top rated diet pills but he told me to hold to that thought because he wants to cycle to work again.

True enough, he cycled to work today. I am sure tonight he will come home with aches all over his body because he has not been cycling for many months! My fingers are sure gonna be the victim tonight; got to massage his aching body.

All because many commented that he is FAT. hahahaha.

Many commented that hubby is fat. Without a doubt. His pants and jeans are tight. Some of them, he can’t even buckle it. I am sure it must be my mom’s yummilicious food and lack of exercise because most of the time, he is stuck in his shop. He better do something about it. Find ways to exercise or take alli. If not I am sure, his prosperity tummy will grow even bigger!

I am not so sure whether I should buy medical insurance for myself. I have lots of insurance quotes with me but still undecided whether to buy or not to buy.

Our of my blogger friends just had an operation to remove a fibroid from her womb. She told me that she is insured and she need not worry about the cost of operation. Her only worry was whether it will be painful or not.

If the same were to happen to me, my body will feel pain and my hubby’s pocket will feel pain too.

Looks like I got to start checking out http://www.coloncleanser.net. Wondering why? Well, since I resigned from cooking, we have been eating at my mom’s during the weekday and eating out during the weekend. My mom loves to cook sambal prawns, sambal squids, sweet sour crabs, sambal belacan and cencaluk. These seafood dishes are unclean food! It taste nice but it does bad things to our health. Hmm…looks like we need to do colon cleansing whenever possible.

My soon to be 1yo (in 2 days time!) is down with flu. And with my low immune system, I caught the bug from him. Eh! I didn’t catch the bug lar. The bug hopped over to me. Now both of us are producing lots of gooey and I am coughing too. At times, both my nose will be blocked and when I drink water, it feels like I will be choke to death; cannot breath eh. I wonder if I inhale a stick of Black and Mild, it will clear my nose passage or not? Ok! Ok! Me no smoker.

The cheapest way to get rid of blackheads is by using egg white. One egg cost only 30 cents. One egg can be used on 3 faces. So, one blackheads treatment only cost 10 cents ++ per face. The ++ is for the cost facial cotton. You only need a few pieces. One piece is to be divided into half so that it will be thinner and faster to dry up.

All you got to do is dip the facial cotton into the egg white then paste on your face. Wait till it dries up then peel. You will see that many blackheads will be pulled along and you will have smooth, clean face. Oh ya! Extra protein for your face too.

Hubby and I used to do this when we are have free time. Hmmm…like a year ago before No.4 came into our life. lol.

When he drinks Milo, his tummy will be bloated. When he eats chocolate ice cream, his tummy will be bloated. When he eats chocolate, his tummy will be bloated. We figured that cocoa coz his tummy to be bloated. As I know, cocoa is one of the heaty food and if you have severe acne, you have to stay away from taking any cocoa. Now I know that cocoa causes wind too.

Due to his stomach discomfort, hubby has been on fruit fasting for 2 days already. He only eats fruit and drink plain water for breakfast and lunch. If he continues this for a month, I think he won’t be needing the alli diet pill to slim down! Hahaha. And I can rest from cooking for a month too since I cook mainly for him everyday coz my children eats at their grandma’s most of the time.

Hubby is down again. He had stomach discomfort for a few days already. 2 nights ago, he came home and vomited his dinner. We ate the same food but his stomach seems to be extra sensitive. It has always been that way. I wonder whether his stomach is too healthy to take outside food or too weak. If he continues being this way, I will need adult acne. Why? Dunno what food to cook for him every day. lol.

I really thank God that he healed me just on time to celebrate Chinese New Year. Today, I gladly announce that I am completely healed. No more headache and no more sore-throat. I also got back my appetite last night. I ate a packet of Nasi Lemak topped with one hard-boiled egg and a piece of fried chicken. I will surely need the weight loss pills if my appetite continues to be this big. Furthermore, tonight we will start feasting till the 2nd night of Chinese New Year. We will start of with the reunion dinner, then steamboat or satay celup on the first night and BBQ on the 2nd night of Chinese New Year. Come join me!

Whenever I am awake when hubby returns home from work, I will request him to give me a foot massage and sometimes leg massage. Since a few months ago, when I am having my monthly period, I suffer joint pain too. No period cramp, no leg cramp but joint pain! I think this is due to me not following strictly the confinement do’s and dont’s. Too bad I can’t undo this. I can only make sure I keep my legs warm, eat more nutritious food and swallow the USANA supplements.

Today we were served with the most oily lunch ever! I can’t believe they let HER cook all our reunion dinner food last night. Nyonya food must be cooked by a Nyonya. No matter how good is a Chinese cook, they can never cook the Nyonya dishes like the Nyonya does.

The Pong Teh does not taste like Pong Teh at all; even my 6yo girl agrees to it! The Itik Tim lacks the sourish taste. The Sek Ak/Bak; I see the amount of oil floating in the bowl and the thick layer if fat on the pork, I don’t even dare to try. I am sure I would need the epiduo to prevent breakouts of I eat them. The Ayam Buah Keluak is way too oily plus other dishes also oily.

Our Indonesian maid cooks better Nyonya food that HER.

In 2 days time most loving couples in this world will be celebrating Valentine’s Day. For some this would be their first time meeting their Valentine. If you are one of them, I am sure you would want to look your best on this first date. What more on Valentine’s day! I am sure the ladies have started dieting and taking weight loss supplement so that they will look their best on this day. But also remember, no matter how good your look or how sexy your are, inner beauty surpasses all outward appearance.

My weight is still hovering at 45kg, plus minus 0.5kg. So far, breastfeeding is still the best weight loss pills for me. However, I don’t drink Milo as often as before, I eat lesser rice and I don’t take supper whenever possible. It is because, my baby is more on solid now and he is drinking lesser breastmilk now. So, I can’t be eating as much as before if I want to maintain this ideal weight.

MIL’s maid really had a good life in KL; small house without huge compound to maintain and good food everyday. She is fatter now!

Two days ago, I bought her a blouse for Chinese New Year. It was M size but it was fitting for her. She them told me that she has put on weight. So I went to change it to L size; not fitting but I can see her bulging tummy! She has really put on weight!!! Must introduce weight loss products to her lar.

She told me that besides not much to be done in BIL’s house and eating a lot there, she is excited thinking that she is going home soon. Senang hati!

Only this Ma’am susah hati.

I know that my menses is coming soon when I see pimples start to pop out everywhere. I really meant everywhere; places that you can never imagine pimples would emerge. Since I am married with 4 kids, I don’t really bother about them unlike when I was a teenager. I will freak out when one pimple pops out and will try my best to look for the best acne treatments that is within my means.