First Love…never let it go

She was cursed with a pig nose due to her great great grandfather’s sin. The only way to break the curse is when “One of her own learns to love her.”

When we hear that, our first thought will be. Must get her to marry a man of her own kind and that man must love her. Unfortunately, none of her own wants to marry her for who/what she is.

Only when she accepts herself, the curse is broken. Then only her mother realised that if she were to love her daughter for who she is (because her mother is her own kind too, need not be a man), the curse may be broken long time ago.

The moral of the story is…God has made us special. We must learn to accept ourselves and love ourselves. How can you expect others to love you if you don’t love yourself?

All the things that happened to me lately. Makes me wonder whether God is punishing me for being disobedient. Just like a parent to a child, when they disobey, we will punish them so that they won’t repeat the same so that they will grow up to be a better person.

After reading one article on the same title, Is God Punishing Me? God is not punishing me; He is disciplining me. Well, it is just a better term to use.

According to the article, punishment is giving us what we deserve. That’s God’s job. And if they trust in Jesus, all our punishment was taken care of on the cross.

We should see it as “discipline” or “correction”.

I see it this way; God is discipling me because He cares for me. He notices me. He loves me.

I need a hug from you Lord to assure me that everything will be alright.

One word sums it all LOVE.

Days with My Father

This is much better than watching a movie.

End of last month, we attended yet another wedding dinner in the same hotel. It was the wedding of hubby’s niece. That was a very unique wedding in terms of the races. Hubby’s niece is a Chindian; mother Chinese, father Indian. She is married to a Singh; modern ones without the white turban. I thought Indian and Singh cannot get along! And her hubby’s relatives comes from all over the around the world (almost); some from UK, France, US, Australia but surprisingly none from India!

Nowadays wedding is quite different than my time; 7 years ago. There will surely be slide shows and dancing. How I wish I can turn back time and insert those two in my wedding. It is so much fun than just sitting down, eating and going around shouting “Yum Sheng” (that’s “Cheers” in Chinese).

Anyway, hubby said that we are not going to do this for our children. We will just have tea-ceremony and a simple wedding reception for close relatives and friends. No church wedding as that is Western culture.

In that case, I will make sure it will be the most beautiful wedding reception ever with the most beautiful Wedding Reception Flower Arrangements that people will talk for months about it!

Yes, after more than 6 months I finally made love again.

This love can be eaten one. What were you thinking arh???

When I see that the maid just reheat yesterday’s food, gua tak sampeh hati mo kasi laki gua makan lauk semalam. So the quickest way to provide him with some fresh dish is to fry egg. Since I just received my Heart Shape Fried Egg Mould, I gave it a try.

It didn’t turn out nice because the non-stick pan is not flat; it curves a lil bit so the egg white flown out from the mould. Time to buy a new non stick pan.

Hubby cycles to work whenever he works the day shift and when it is not raining. Everyday, I get to see him to work right after I return home from sending our children to school. Yesterday, he decided that he wanted reach the shop earlier so that he has more time to cool down and freshen up before opening the shop. In doing that, I would not be able to see him once I arrived home from sending the children.

When I arrived home and head to my laptop to start working, I was greeted with this…

I Love You note on the Screen Saver. That makes me melt! Aaawwwww. Isn’t he so sweet? He knows how much it meant to me to see him for that few minutes just before he leaves me for the day. That made my day.

So you don’t need diet pills if you are fat. How true is that?

I seen a few on my friends marrying a very fat husband and she is very skinny. They have a happy marriage. But then…

If you are a guy and you are fat, getting a wife is not a big problem if you have a good personality. Most ladies look pass physical appearance but sad to say that most men are not like that. They go for the physical appearance first then personality and character.

That is why diet pills are mostly bought by ladies and not men. Sad isn’t it?

I get jealous so easily now when hubby chats or coming with close contact with other girls. I wonder why is that so? Is it because I am old, fat and ugly now compared to 7 years ago that I felt insecure and not confidence about myself? I think that is the reason. No matter how he assured me that he love me more now and that I am still sexy to him, I still don’t buy it even if he convince me by buying a Texas Gulf coast waterfront property. Fact is fact lar right that I am older now and fatter compared to 7 years ago. =P

Normally when I am bored in the office I will call hubby to chat. Most of the time, his reply in one or two words sentence only and his voice sound so cold like not speaking to his wife. I felt ignored. Unlike when he call me, his voice would be totally different; so loving and he will talk! Maybe most of the time when I call him he might be busy at work or his boss is standing right in front of him, so that is why he can’t entertain me.

Yesterday, as he was leaving home to work, he told me if I am free do drop by the shop. I asked him. “What for?” His reply, “Just to chat with you.” I felt so happy hearing that. He does want me around when he is working.

This is the expanded us!!!

psst…this is all I can put up…am so tired after today…will update tomorrow after i have a good night rest.

Got this in my email today…

An eye witness account from New York City, on a cold day in December, some years ago: A little boy, about 10-years-old, was standing before a shoe store on the roadway, barefooted, peering through the window, and shivering with cold!

A lady approached the young boy and said, ‘My, but you’re in such deep thought staring in that window!’ ‘I was asking God to give me a pair of shoes,’was the boy’s reply. The lady took him by the hand, went into the store, and asked the clerk to get half a dozen pairs of socks for the boy. She then asked if he could give her a basin of water and a towel. He quickly brought them to her. She took the little fellow to the back part of the store and, removing her gloves, knelt down, washed his little feet, and dried them with the towel.

By this time, the clerk had returned with the socks. Placing a pair upon the boy’s feet, she purchased him a pair of shoes. She tied up the remaining pairs of socks and gave them to him.. She patted him on the head and said, ‘No doubt, you will be more comfortable now.’ As she turned to go, the astonished kid caught her by the hand, and looking up into her face, with tears in his eyes, asked her.

‘Are you God’s wife?’

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!

Today should be our night out but hubby will be working night shift. So we brought forward our dating night yesterday. Actually we are supposed to meet a friend at Nando’s JJ but she forgotten that she has other appointment. So we go dating elsewhere and ended up at Mahkota Parade. After walking around, we decided to hop over to Dataran Pahlawan to have our Steamboat dinner at Johnny’s.

Our dinner:

Steamboat is steaming hot.

Belacan Fried Rice. Remind me not to order rice again. The rice is so hard, like not fully cook like that.

For Dessert; Water Chessnut with stripe of Jack Fruit in Coconut Milk.

To help me stay awake to burn the midnight oil to blog about this. RM18.50 for 6 only. Super expensive!!!

A cup of Slimming Tea each to flush out all the fats. I went to toilet after drinking 3 cups of it!!!

I hope I won’t need any acne treatments for eating 2 prawns, belacan (dried shrimp) and those sinful chocolates.

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Wow! Am I turning in a philosopher??? I am frightening myself now.

Honestly, that is the thought that came to my mind when I read about the Free Dating Service that is offered by Meeta.com.

The unique thing about Meeta.com is it does not only help you find your match but allows you to start a group or join group of your interest, then meet in a group. I guess this is much better and safer than one on one meet ups. Through this we can also observe how our match socializes with others. That will bring out lots if their personality.

This is not for me anymore. I am happily married with 3 kids and have not time for other things except blogging!

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me: ok lar
for once u love me more than i love u =P

David: lol

I hate possessive love; if there is such a term. My ex-bf is a VERY possessive man and I felt so “rimas” trapped being with him. That is why he is my EX.

I went into a relationship with him right before I left for varsity. He bought me a mobile phone that cost almost RM2k. I thought he did that because he would miss my voice and for emergency purposes but it is more to keep track my whereabout and who I am with all the time! So most of the time, I left the phone in the drawer!

I think arh, if possible he would place the vehicle tracking device on my motorbike!

My hubby is totally the opposite. Some times I wonder whether he care for me because most of the time, he couldn’t be bothered where I am and with who. I love this arrangement. hahaha We need some space too right?

Come to think of it, we have not really gone dating for quite a while. We do go out without the children but with errants to do.

Thursday is usually our dating night and we went out last night without any plan or errant to do. We went for a simple dinner at a nearby restaurant, ate our favorite Seafood Tomyam Beehoon then we took a stroll at the beach. Walking and talking about everything. From business, to the children, to the house and also our bedding!

I really enjoy this kind of night. Holding hands as though we are still single and no cares in the world.

This post is taken from my children’s blog.

I was chatting with Chinnee and she asked me about my love story. This is what I found.

Watched Kuch Kuch Hota Hai on TV3 last night (from 11pm until 2am). A Hindi movie acted by Shah Rukh Khan, Kajol, Rani Mukherjee and Salman Khan. I seldom watch Hindi movies but not this one. I watched this movie many many times until the pirated VCD cannot be played anymore! No matter how many times I watch it, I will sure shed tears.

This time around, I watched it with hubby.

Just the 2 of us.
Rest my head on his broad shoulder.
Arms wrapped around his muscular body.
My sexy legs, wrapped around his hairy leg.

Very rare occasion. Coz most of the time, either the children or mom-in-law will be around.

The movie reminds me so much of my love story and my first love. First time watching it when I was still with my ex. Dreaming and hoping that he will be as sporting as Salman Khan to let me go to my first love. And my first love will actually confess that he still loves me and saved me from marrying my ex. Well, not going into details here. You can read more about it here.

Even after the movie ended, I still shed tears while lying in bed thinking about movie and my past. I am so relieved that it is my hubby besides me, not my ex. But the thought is not enough. I requested for us to become one. It was a sweet moment of a union between 2 lovers plus a beautiful sexy lingerie.

Thank you Lord for blessing us with each other.

As I was checking my email, hubby sent me message that he is not feeling well. He is down with runny nose and headache. My heart drops to my tummy! I feel the pain that he has to suffer.

When I called the shop around 5pm, his staff told me that he left the shop. He must be very sick. Quickly rush home after work to him. In the room, he was lying there motionless.

I must try make him feel better. Asked him whether he wants fruits, any special food like soup or porridge, fruit juices? So I ended up at pasar malam with my second girl to buy fruits, tauhuhua and more fruits.

So glad that he is up and walking after eating.

But then ah, when I fall sick, how come I don’t get the same treatment as him?

He could at least ask me whether I wanna go shopping. Sure the healing process is expedite.

I just watched You’ve Got Mail for dunno how many times. TV2 showing it just now. My VCD is at my mom’s. Dunno whether can still watch or not.

I can’t believe that it has been 10 years already. I love the show because I can’t get enough of looking at Meg Ryan’s manja face. The way she talks, her eyes, her smiles and her lips. And she has that girlish behaviour. Very cute.

10 years ago when I watch, I was always hoping to receive email from my ex (my now hubby). And email that says that he broke off with his girlfriend because he is still in love with me. Notti eh, me? hehe.

Today I watched with our 2 girls. My second girls asked me to repeat the part where she was dancing with her mother in the shop with cabinet hardware that are empty. The shop is closed for business.

Oh! I did not receive any email from him then.

We dressed in our most comfortable clothes. Me in my baby T and jeans and him in his slack and T-shirt. Then we head to a Malay warong near the beach. Yes, we dine in a warong. Not romantic at all right? Hehehe. Romance can wait later.

Main thing, we get our food quick and we don’t have to queue for parking or even to get into the restaurant.

We ordered our favorite.

Ayam Golek; grilled chicken. Something similar to Kenny Roger’s Roaster but kampong style.

Roti John. I love soaking the sardines coated bread in the chili sauce before savoring it.

Tomyam Bee Hoon. Hot and Sour, a very good appetizer.

Half of the Roti John has to be packed and take away. Too much food for us to finish.

Then we head to the nearest supermarket to get a bottle of lotion and bathroom lights. What did we do with it? “It” is the lotion, not the lights. That is for us to remember and for you to wonder.